It's been so long since we had a long talk on the phone.Even if we did talk on the phone,it wouldnt last that long.Okay one reason is because we have been busy studying and preparing for exams so we don't have that much time to spare.But then,even if we did decide to sacrifice some time to connect over the phone at night,I would suddenly have this feeling of not wanting to talk anymore.I would suddenly feel irritated for god knows what reason and start giving short replies.Most of the time when this happens,he knows what to do.And it means time to hang up.But why is this happening?People say that it is healthy for a couple to communicate over the phone everyday,even if it means a few seconds or minutes.So is it because we have been texting so much more than talking and that's why we(I) have problems communicating over the phone?
But somehow,I think the problem lies with me.Sometimes when Im with my friends in school,I feel super distant from them.I want to join in their conversations but I have no single idea what to say or talk about.Everytime when I face this issue,I start to get all emo and hate myself for it.I feel like Im a loser.Often than not,I'd rather spend time on my own cos this means that I don't have to entertain/talk to anyone.Everything would just revolve around me,myself and I.I just wanna hide in my own shell and never come out.
Unless someone out there bothers to rescue me.
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