Help me

It's already 4.22am as I'm typing this.Just got back about an hour ago from the karaoke session at Kbox at Orchard Cineleisure with the boyfriend and his friends.It's my second time meeting 2 of them out of 5 and first time meeting the other 3.Yesterday,baby asked if I wanted to join them after work.It took me a while to decide cos I don't like to sing in front of people I'm not familiar with.Blame it on my self esteem and I believe I have a huge issue with it.However I agreed in the end,hoping it won't turn out that bad.

I know I'm not the type who is able to make friends that easily cos I am usually afraid to make the first move.Besides that,I take quite a while to warm up to strangers.I am a total introvert,couldn't agree more.And back to the situation earlier on,I was struggling with some self confidence issues as I started to become inferior to them as the 2 girls there could sing so much better than me.I felt so sucky.I really wished I could sing decently but my voice kept opposing my wishes.I know we are all out to have fun and all,but I can't help feeling this way.I felt soooooo awkward that at some point in time,I wanted to leave or hide somewhere.I hate this feeling but I just couldn't do anything to make myself feel better.Sometimes I feel like a total failure.I can't even get close to my colleagues even after a month.I still feel so distant to them.Sometimes I still feel that my existence is redundant.During lunch,they don't even talk to me.All they talk about is work.Don't they have other things to talk about besides work?!Gosh I'm feeling really awful now and even though it's so late,I don't even feel sleepy yet.

How am I gonna overcome these problems?I need help.

是什麼讓我遇見這樣的你

是什麼 让我遇见这样的你

是什麼 让我不再怀疑自己

是什麼 让我不再害怕失去

在这茫茫人海里 我不要变得透明

Din Tai Fung

Dinner on wednesday with the 2 pretty girls at Din Tai Fung @ Tampines Mall.There was already a crowd when I reached there so I hurried get the order chit with the queue number while waiting for them.And both of them were late cos coincidentally they were both painting their nails at home lol.My nails have been without nail polish for months and I miss having pretty nails.Someone paint for meeeeee!!!Come to think of it,I guess I could discard my pathetic collection of nail polishes cos they have been around for a very long time and I believe the consistency isn't there anymore.I guess I should leave my nails clean till the bangkok trip.I could probably do a manicure over there!

We ordered 10 XLBs,2 plates of fried rice and a plate of pork wrapped with cucumber.Their fried rice never fail to disappoint me.A simple dish but it has always been so delicious.Besides that,a new dish I tried was the pork with cucumber.I haven't been a fan of vegetables so when I tried this dish,I really loved the crunchiness of the cucumber inside.This combination is really good and together with the sauce,I have totally no other words to describe how perfect it is.I am gonna go for this dish the next time I dine at DTF!Initially,we wanted to try the sliced duck in crispy spring onion pastry but I guess it was too popular till it was sold out.But nevertheless,we found a new gem at DTF to go for.Sadly,we were too hungry to even take photos of the dishes.We immediately tucked in the moment the dishes came haha.

Here comes our camwhoring session!There were a couple more photos of both of them with their hilarious faces and actions but I shall just keep them for personal sake.These 2 girls really win hands down.I can't compete with them for that.Haha.

Cheers to our everlasting friendship!!!

Love you girlies!!!

No distance

Loving you, has never felt more right this night.

Love is falling from the skies, with heaven in your eyes.

I always knew it would come down to you and I. 

In this picture perfect love filled moment, let's take our time.

So tonight is ours, tomorrow isn't,

we're stuck in between.

I understand there's no hard feelings, even though I have to leave.

But give me just one night where the world will go missing,

when we're together with no distance from you and me.

It's like the world is closing around us and we're doing just fine.

Even if it pulls us apart cuz we'll still be alright.

I know we'll be together after two worlds collide. 

No matter how far we are from each other, there's no distance from you and I.

Sometimes our paths change, and we may separate. 

But how we feel stays the same, just get through day by day.

But we will always have each other and tonight, for sure.

Ssiksin Korean BBQ

Dinner with the cousins and aunts together with Mum and Bro.Settled for Ssiksin Korean BBQ Buffet at Tampines One.There was a total of 9 of us and we queued for approximately an hour.Luckily some of us arrived earlier so we could afford the time to wait.If not I guess we could probably give up the idea of dining there.

All of us loved the chicken and bacon so we ate mostly that.But one sad thing is that there wasn't that much of a variety.So for the price we paid,it was not really worth it.Cos we don't take beef and that is already a minus point to actually eat there.But at least I finally get to try it so this one-time experience is good enough.

I realize that we never fail to dine at Swensen's during someone's birthday celebration,even if this time it was just for ice cream.And we always get the same long table near the entrance.

Ice cream treat from Aunty Corinna after dinner^^

Happy belated birthday little girl!Okay fine she is taller than me-.-

OUR GIANT EARTHQUAKE!!!

Haircut + Ikea + Pizza Hut

I guess for now the only time that I can blog is during the weekends.So it is gonna be a weekly affair and I will sum up my activities for the week besides work definitely.

If you have not already know,I went for a haircut last saturday at Twister at Tampines together with Sharkie dear.I felt that it was quite a luxurious thing to be able to enjoy such a good service at a really affordable price thanks to my dear girl.I only paid approximately $20 for a haircut and hairwash.Furthermore,it was the first time I felt so happy with the haircut even though it looks about the same as how I looked like in the past with this hair length.I don't know how to describe it but it really felt different.This is the difference between cutting at a cheap salon and a relatively well-known salon with more experienced hairstylists.

Before the hairstylist cut my fringe~

After that,I had an impromptu meet up with Serene together with my boy for dinner at Ikea.So 3 of us made our way to Ikea and boy it was super packed.We spent quite a long time waiting for seats and had to split up and positioned ourselves at strategic areas.Took a while to make payment for our food and I felt that we ordered a tad too much.Seriously felt like a glutton.

Look at this!6 chicken wings,20 meatballs,poached salmon and a few salmon fillet with some
spices(I forgot the actual name of this dish)

But sadly I forgot to take some photos of us that day.Too happily eating and talking to even remember to take photos of ourselves haha.

Tuesday was spent with my Uni girls.Finally managed to meet them to celebrate Sheryl's super belated birthday.Actually we got her present way beforehand but couldnt find the day for all 4 of us to meet.Met them after work and had our dinner at Pizza Hut.Once again,we had lotsa food.I'm feeling more and more guilty as I'm typing this cos this is too much to handle.I can't believe I've been eating like crazy.Really gotta restrict myself already.As I was the latest one,I asked them to order first.They ordered waffle fries,garlic bread,10 pcs of spicy drumlets and 2 regular pizzas.Isn't this a little too much for 4 girls?Surprisingly we cleared them all.

Without you girls,Uni life would have been very mundane.Cheers to our 2 years of friendship and counting.

Didn't expect her to cut her hair short too!

Thursday night was spent at Pasir ris gym after work.Yes a big step for me!I'm now aiming to gym at least once a week after work on weekdays and jog at Pasir ris park on sundays.Cos I can't jog at night so I gotta sacrifice that $2.50 each time I visit the gym.Peak membership is too expensive.I shall consider getting the off peak membership again when school starts.

Gardens by the bay

This post is a week late cos I really couldn't find the time to sit down and blog.Weekday nights are always so short and I would always be occupied with watching television shows.

So here's a quick update for the week from last sunday.

Last sunday,my parents,grandmother and I made our way to Gardens by the bay thanks to the free tickets from my dear boy.I took 5 tickets from him but my brother refused to tag along so we randomly gave that ticket to a lucky tourist when we reached there.I still remembered the shocked face of that lady.She must be wondering why my mum gave her the ticket with no strings attached.

I shall just let the photos do the talking.

Bedok 85 + Prawning

I'm gonna start this post with pictures of food.Looking at them is making me salivate.But all these are seriously sinful.It has been long since I ate until so full.Baby and I ordered these 4 dishes-carrot cake,bbq wings,bak chor mee and sambal stingray at Bedok 85.Our dinner was rather early cos for one,we were feeling bored at home and thought we could probably meet slightly earlier and second,we wanted to beat the crowd.The last time we went it was crazily crowded and couldn't even find parking space.Usually I would always eat at bedok 85 when the sky was dark so it felt kinda weird to be there when it was still kinda early.

As usual,taking photos before we eat!My dear boy was already drooling in front of the food but had to help me take photos before he could eat.So yeah I had to be quick at taking photos and luckily the camera managed to do some justice to these delicious food.Only after some editing did the food look slightly more enticing.

Initially,we thought our plan was just dinner and probably gonna chill somewhere after dinner.But in the end his fickle friends decided to go prawning.Actually on friday night we were discussing our plan for saturday.We thought of a few ideas but just did not know which one to settle for.And yes prawning came to our mind.So I asked him to ask his friends if they were interested.So while waiting for their reply,we couldnt come up with a concrete plan yet so we decided to rest at home in the day and see how things go after that.In the afternoon,he was telling me that the response wasn't that good.So after much discussion,we decided to have our dinner at Bedok 85 cos I miss the Bak Chor Mee the most.It was then when he told me that the prawning idea would be on.So after dinner at 85,we drove over to Punggol to meet his 2 friends.

Hungry Raphael decided to have his dinner at Popeye's so we watched him eat.The prawning place over there was kinda crowded and they thought that the success rate wouldn't be high.So we drove all the way to the other prawning place at Sin Ming.Erwitt brought his so-called professional rod together with his special blend of seasoning which is believed to be able to attract the prawns.At first from where we were seated,we had no luck and so we changed our position and boy it worked this time.Prawns were caught one after another.I had a go at it too but I couldnt feel anything from the rod so I couldn't tell if there were any prawns which got hooked.Thanks to their 3 pairs of eyes,they helped me to watch the float cos of my poor eyesight.So actually the only thing I did was to hold on to the rod haha.So even though I did not actually caught the prawn,there was a sense of achievement when the prawn came flying out.

Poor earthworm had to be our bait for the prawns.It was a cruel sight to see it being chopped to pieces.

I forgot who caught this but it was super duper cute.

This guy is falling asleep-.-

Yay one more prawn!!!

So this is the amount of prawns we caught last night.17 prawns in 3 hours.Okay not bad.I helped myself to 3 prawns including the cute little one.Gosh I actually managed to bring myself to eat that small one.Couldn't eat too many cos of my damn allergy.The rest were gone in Baby's and Erwitt's stomachs lol.

After eating so many prawns,they still wanted supper haha.By then it was already 1.30am.We drove to Upper Thomson to have prata at the Roti Prata House.We shared a medium chicken cheese murtabak.Actually I would still prefer the conventional plain prata.After prata,we still went to eat tau hway oh gosh.I was already stoning by then.Like really damn tired and I feel so sticky and smelly from the bbq and cigarette smoke.Slept through the whole journey home and the car was really too comfortable.It would be awesome if I could just sleep in his car longer.But oh well,I still managed to drag myself back home and had a quick bath and crashed onto my bed soon after.

It was a great experience last night^^